there is such a hole where ayrie should be. Â i know he’s in my heart (as shiya reminds me) but i miss that smile, those curls, the curiosity, the hugs, the caring, the wonder, the awe. Â my teacher. Â my love. Â you are greatly missed every day but with a great sense of loss these days, the holidays, the days that mark the passing of time.
i am reading aboutÂ mindfulness. Â Listening to my breathing. Â Reading ‘Man’s Search for Meaning’ by Viktor Frankl and the ‘The Miracle of Midfulness’ by Thich Nhat Hanh. Â Watched a PBS show with Shiya about theÂ Buddha. Â I’m still very sad but not destitute so I think the books are helping.
I LOVE YOU AYRIE!!!