not his time
Perhaps it was time for ayrie to go
Perhaps he only had a limited time on earth, had a job to do, had something to teach me or to teach other
Certainly this seems to be what the vast majority of people say to me
And sometimes I believe it
But right now I am mad
And I am so sad that I canâ€™t see and I can barely breathe
My body heaves with tears as I write this
It wasnâ€™t his time!
How did this happen? Â How did my baby die in a room full of medical professionals??!!!! Â People ask me this all the time and all I can do is look at them with an ache in my heart. Â I have no idea. Â It doesn’t seem right.