working with and through
I wrote this morning on facebook, “I have never felt such positivity and peace on a January 1st.” Â There are a lot of reasons this is true but there is one that is with me in every moment and in every breath. Â I’ll describe it below… and you’ll see how much my thinking has evolved over the last year. Â It astounds me, really.
I visited an amazing healer and medium, Marie Olmstead, in New Hampshire. Â We spent nearly 3 hours together clearing my energy and talking to Ayrie and myÂ guardianÂ angels. Â Is was amazing. Â We tape recorded it because Ayrie told Marie “A lot is going to be said today and I want her to forget any of it.” So just minutes into the session Marie left and went out to her care to get a tape recorder. Â At some point I am going to sit down and transcribe it. Â But for now I am going to share the message that has completely changed my perspective.
Marie told me that Ayrie and I have been together for many lives. Â I’m an old soul with a lot of wisdom and power (news to me!) and Ayrie is much older and wiser. Â He’s a healer and doesn’t incarnate much. Â He tends to do his work from beyond, healing very damaged souls from all over the world. Â (This is almost exactly what he told me in a previous dream: http://murphyboys.org/2011/08/). Â Wow. Â I’m in awe.
He told Marie that he was with me and (and others) at my pre-birth planning session and that I was chosen for something big and hard, and that I needed to go through what I have gone through because I’ll work in this life as a ‘wounded healer’. Â He told her that I am on the cusp of beginning my life’s work and that my work is not going to be what I think it’s going to be. Â It’s going to be something bigger and more visible, in theÂ publicÂ eye. Â He said that I was chosen in this life to be a model to others, to inspire. Â He also called me ‘sister’ (which actually feels much more right than ‘mother’). Â He said I was chosen because he and I work well together, because I have gifts, and because he is able to work with me and work through me. Â My PhD is important to what I’m going to do because my intellect is important. (And to think I only joined a PhD program because Ayrie got sick, I lost me job, and I needed student loans as income!)
I feel so blessed to be chosen by Ayrie. Â I feel so empowered to know he is there as my brother and partner just on the other side of this realm. I feel so muchÂ responsibilityÂ to be open and courageous so that he can work through and with me. Â And I feel excited.
And it’s this message from Ayrie that gives me so much peace. Â (And the angels, but that’s for a different post!)