feeling lost
it started when i read about another happily married friend on facebook… happy for her but it felt like a blow to the stomach. i am so alone. so unloved. unlovable? being a single mom is hard. never having more than 2 hours away from the kids, and even that isn’t even once a week, is hard. having no time with friends when i’m not also with kids is not really like having a full social life. no volunteering. no hiking. no clubs. so there’s no me. i’m just a mom. granted, that’s the most important and fulfilling part of me right now, but it should not be the only part that ever gets to see the light of day. no wonder i feel lost and lonely.